sometimes

sometimes i don't feel like getting out of bed, but i can't stand the thought of laying there any longer either

sometimes a single photograph carries my mind away making me feel a zillion different things at one time

sometimes i don't drink enough water and i am thirsty all day long

sometimes i feel like going out, but mostly i just want to curl up and read a good book or have a good conversation alone with someone i miss

sometimes there is nothing i want more than to go for a run, but sometimes the ground is too hard beneath my feet

sometimes i cringe at my awkward responses to jokes

sometimes i have really off days, neither bad nor good but somewhere floating lost in between

sometimes i will only eat my pancakes with applesauce on top

sometimes i go all day without realizing i breathed at all

sometimes i drive in my car in complete silence and don't even notice it 

sometimes i read autobiographies just for their honesty

sometimes i know exactly where i am 

sometimes i feel inspired by words and sometimes words make a painful pit in my stomach

sometimes i like to walk through whole foods with noise canceling headphones on listening to rob's ipod, breathing deeply and cooking a hundred amazing recipes in my head while the after-work crowd buzzes around me... i walk at my own pace

photo by tiffany