a-ok

Do you ever get that feeling in your chest

where its really hard to breathe and you hate to admit that the grass 

almost always seems greener on the other side

and you can't quite figure out why you feel that way

(as if its only you that ever has that feeling)

and the more you think about it, the sicker you feel until one day 

you just force yourself to be thankful for what is around you 

and the feeling slowly subsides

and it didn't take pills or food to make it disappear 

and so you feel like you've really accomplished something?

like your ok